pain sucks

today i woke up with this shitty pain in the stomach, and no its not the first time this happens..

i almost wanted to cry :(

its been years i have stomach problems, and months i am supose to be operated again, but the hospitals are not in a hurry to fix me.. this is how they roll in Quebec's health system...

i wish they will call me soon for an appointement..

anyway with all this its been 3 days i didn'T work a full day.. i need to work, but my boss does not need me right now, since its cold outside... what a craap.. i need a new job.

peace out mofos

friends

hey, me again.
today i took a descision, i am not calling anyone, or texting anyone. if my friends want to contact me they will. every single day i try to call everyone i know to have some news.
i wounder how long it would take to them to realise i didn't called yet. ..

like roxane, its been at least 2 months she didn't call me. and all my other friends its the same...
am i beeing ignored, or i just don't stand out enough...

LEts see how long it takes to them to get in contact with me ! :)

-Seb-